Bad dreams

I don't often remember my dreams, but I know I had many many dreams last night. I only remember small details, lack of control things like the right temple of my glasses slipping around about to break off. I also was much more verbal last night than I have been in a long time. As I've pondered what triggers my somniloquy, I've gone through many hypotheses. My lastest concept is that, when I'm dealing with massive feelings in waking moments (crying, introverting), I talk less in my sleep. Conversely, when I start bottling up feelings (social interaction, denial), they come out more in my slumber. This might seem obvious, but when you're living through it, it's harder to tell when you're denying and when you're expressing emotional truth. At least that's my deal.

So, whatever all that means, whatever causes it, here's the choice reap of the harvest from last night. This being the one of the first major utterances for the new year.


05 Jan 2007 - "Be patience"